You know what I’ve never really had? Concrete goals. Plans. Heroes even. Everything is so temporary for me. One minute I want this, the next another thought has filled my mind. I don’t think I’ve once set a long-term goal and tried to complete it. I’ve always just teetered in this mediocre abyss. Setting half goals, trying things for a while, then moving on.
One time I tried the Atkins diet in high school just for one week. Just to see what would happen. I was super conscious about what I ate and avoided all carbs. And I did it. That was one week though. What if I put my mind that strongly to something for a month, two months, even a year? What could I achieve?
I need to dwell on my limits and how to push them.